Why Am I So Afraid?

Why Am I So Afraid to lose you,

when you are not  even mine?

Does the pain ever go away?

Does the pain
Ever go away?
Of seeing your face
Day after day
Will you ever know
The depths I take
To try and show
We could be great
Do you see
The lies inside
That torture me
And this life?

But you’ll never see
You’ll never want me
And I’ll always be
Here for you to believe
I would die for you
Take my life at your word
But that won’t matter to you
And I’ll fade in your world

The anger I show
The hate I feel
It’s not for you
But because of me
I love you
More than just friends
I’ll die for you
In the very end
But I hate myself
For loving you
I wish I’d tell
You this too

But you’ll never see
You’ll never want me
And I’ll always be
Here for you to believe
I would die for you
Take my life at your word
But that won’t matter to you
And I’ll fade in your world

In my head
I see us there
Hand in hand
Something so rare
But reality stings
And the truth hurts too
Much more than
I thought it would
I love you so much
I only want happiness for you
I love you so much
I want her to be with you

But you’ll never see
You’ll never want me
And I’ll always be
Here for you to believe
I would die for you
Take my life at your word
But that won’t matter to you
And I’ll fade in your world

I’ll step aside
Be the friend
You’ll get that girl
Again and again
And me and you
Will just be close
Nothing more
That’s what you know

But you’ll never see
You’ll never want me
And I’ll always be
Here for you to believe
I would die for you
Take my life at your word
But that won’t matter to you
And I’ll fade in your world.

Letting Go

Tears At The Fear Of Losing You..

"My Frozen Tears Bleed At The Fear Of Losing You..
Now That Your Gone,
My Wrist Bleed To Replace The Tears I Once Cried For You!!"

-Caramel Kisses-

Fear Of Losing You

You have been apart of my life,
For nearly fours years,
And without you in it,
I don't know how I would survive.

I love you so much,
And I have fear I will one day lose you,
That you will just lose interest,
And find someone new.

I know you tell me I am the best,
And that you will never leave me,
You will love me forever,
And im everything you want and need.

But I am just scared that one day you will leave,
As you're too good to be true,
And my world will fall apart,
And I won't know what to do.

You really are my everything,
You mean the world to me,
I want our son to always have his daddy there,
I want us to forever be.

So please don't ever break your promise,
Please don't ever leave me,
As without you,
I wouldn't be me.

Dear, I love you with all of me.
Please don't ever leave me

Fear of Losing

Fear of Losing U

Now that I have mostly
Lesser words to say
And Our wick has run too short
To light this night
And turn it into day
i will try to bring to you
A new source of warmth
A brand new spark to keep our fire burning
Until you no longer need me
To hold your wilted body
Onto the next of this same morning

Keep yourself close
Because I am slipping far away
Though I have no control upon myself
To simply stay
And I will look you in the eye
While your little fingers slip away from mine
For unlike Me
You do not wish to be this near
And slash away the hands of time

I could always be the same
A million lives
A million names
My hands are now frozen by itself
For you weren't there when I needed help

- MahTee

Fear Of Losing You

My mind has created a blanket of sadness
that covers me through the night,
in the day time a fog surrounds me
nothing clear ever comes in sight.

My thoughts seem to be in a vacuum
and my body perpetually tense,
for the first time in my life I can say
nothing seems to make any sense.

These feelings are all very new to me
my true fears have never been shown,
but with danger to someone this close to me,
brings a fear that I never have known.

I know doctors have sometimes been wrong
and new cures are still being found,
these are the thoughts occupying my mind
just to keep my feet on the ground.

With the hope that my fears are unfounded
my prayers are all for my wife,
not only is she the woman I love
but she's ninety percent of my life.

The Fear of Losing You

"The Fear of losing you"

The fear of losing you is almost unbearable,
thoughts flash through my mind and most of the time they seem so unkind,
all my life I have searched for a girl ,
someone who loves me and completes my world,
someone who doesn't care what others may say,
she'll stick by my side even through the toughest of days,
when she's not around my spirit goes down,
my lips turn from a smile to a frown
The fear of losing you and yes this is true
I know i'll never find a girl quite like you.

by BAD AZZ16

The Fear of Losing

Da Fear Of Losing

Da fear of losing u is daunting me,
And dis shiver chills my spine.
Oh god am dreaded!
Dis thought fever is getting me sick

How to cure?
Ur friendship is da cream
of my life’s essence;
Very thick & tasty.

Ur care, ur cuddles, ur closeness:
The 3Cs, I always long 4
I crave for its shower ever.

Life is good, but with a friend like ya
its too good.
From wats wit a sip of coffee
to all dats wit leaps of time
V use to share,
Now am used to.

All dis long v hv never crossed any bitter times,
Evrythin was better… its as sweet as it can
If r time thread is unwound,
It has always been knotless,
still v knotted well

Those beautiful moments will turn into
beautiful memories.
dat inexpressible comfort
which I felt & sheltered
blew my worries away…

Even da very next second is dark,
better not to think,
how will I miss all dis…

Now life seems to be bad
an its too bad without ya..

Da pain of missin u
is hard to bear…

how I gona miss u , I dunno
but y I gona miss u
I think a part of u has grown in me
So am more then myself now

Lemme not think abt da depart
It may be in vision but not in hearts…
I don wana finish,
Neither dis verses nor our journey.
Hope it sails.

Scared to Lose You

Scared to Lose You

i'm scared to lose you
you know i am
i adore your thoughts
wish i could see them all
center of someones hate
makes me sad
i wish i could protect you
the only way for it all
is to cover my feeling and sparkle..

dear... you are great
i love you to death i'll write a better one in time.