So much pain in this Heart

Pain that breaks your heart

 

Why some days does the heart seem to choke out

Why some days Does the heart
Seem to choke out
The sun
For no explainable
Reason
May the sun find me
Today ~

Heart Storms

When a heart breaks and shatters
Like a wave upon the sandy shore
The emotions will flow and ebb
And it’ll seem like winter forevermore.

The voice sometimes goes silent
Or for others it rises to a scream
As the cold and darkness growing
Seems to make nightmares from a dream.

At times like this, the dawn seems far
With only the moon and stars to cling to
The night seems long and bitterly endless
But the sun will shine once more upon you.

Then the storm will fade away
And your heart will begin the next day
To once more shine and dream
Holding hope, love and other things.

- Michael Glashower

Heartache

Heartache

ike a sudden cold wind which gushes and blows
I feel an extraneous chill dominate my heart
And I start to shiver unwittingly
All movement surrounding me
Cunningly submits to slow motion
Sounds emitted reverberating deep in grave tone
Everything reluctantly grinding into a state of paralysis

Within I sense the oncoming heady rush
And an overwhelming darkness begins to pervade
Breathing untempered and somewhat laboured
A distinct pulsating thud presiding inside my head
Limbs heavy, yet no physical pain
Urge to cry out met with an inexplicable inability
Eventually, I too am rendered motionless and emotionless
I feel trapped in a dark abyss
The icy wind snarling; a maddening maelstrom

I suddenly gasp,
And retaliate with resolute unprecedented vigour
Though my eyes are blurred,
Down my cheeks I feel a cool moistness
Realising then it’s a rivulet of tears flows ceaselessly
Splattering silently to the ground

Like the start up of a merry-go-round at a fun fair
The absence of silence slowly breaks
The oppression begins to lift
Tentatively I take small breaths
Simultaneously trying to control the gasps
In between cold and uncontrolled shivers
In the brief preceding moment
I was weakened and left vulnerable
Having experienced a tremendous emotional heartache!

© Elga ~Indigo~